Thursday, November 13

Darfur

I'm pretty sure that most of yalls have heard of Darfur but idk how much u know about it.
So here's the background;

Darfur is a small region located on the western half of Sudan (north-western Africa). Darfur is, and has been in a state of humanitarian crisis for quite some time now.

The two sides in the conflict beginning in Feb. of 2003 are;
1) The Sudanese military and Janjaweed (a militia group comprised of mainly nomads)
2) A variety of rebal forces, most notably the Sudan Liberation Movement and the Justice and Equality Movement

The Sudanese gov. has consistently denied any involvement in the "genocide" and providing aid to Janjaweed. However despite the fact that they maintain their innocence, they infact have provided money and such to the militia and hav even been reported to take part in several attacks on tribes in which have been known to support the other side (side 2).
In the last few decades the region has experienced horrific drought. Because of this, the nomads have been traveling further and further south in search for water for their livestock. The southern parts of Darfur have been known to be populated by farming families of non-Arab decent.
In Feb. 2003 the Sudanese gov. saw a rebellion of many rebal groups, accusing the gov. of oppressing non-Arabs in favour for Arabs and neglecting the region of Darfur in their time of drought. The gov. responded by mounting a campaign supporting ground attacks by Janjaweed. Many human rights violation accusations stemmed from this, including; mass killings, looting, systematic rape of non-Arabs burning of villages. Tens of thousands were forced to flee their homeland to refugee camps in the neighboring county of Chad.
The conflict first came to international light in late 2003 due to advocacy groups like Amnesty International. Since then media coverage has been, undoubtedly, incomplete due to the fact that Sudan began supressing gruesome facts by practices such as killing witnesses, tampering with mass graves, obstructing/detaining/and killing many newspaper reporters and other such dirty tactics. The Sudan gov. has been able to hush and obscure many of the happenings.
In Sept. of 04 the UN Security Council passed Resolution 1564. This called for an assessment of the situation in Darfur. In Jan. 2005 the UN released a nearly 200 page report that acknowledged mass killing, rapes and other violations of human rights, however concluded with they could not label it as genocide because "genocidal intent appears to be missing". However the US gov. and many advocacy groups refer to the conflict as a genocide.
The world began to see a constantly worsening condition in Darfur, and in late Aug 2006, the UN approved Resolution 1706, which called for UN peacekeeping troops (UNAMID). Sudan reacted badly, announcing they would view any UN troops with the hostility delivered to foreign invaders. The following day saw a majour offensive action launched in the region by the Sudanese Military.
In March of 2007 the UN called for immediate action to protect civilians in Darfur due to "gross violations" on the Sudanese gov's. behalf, however not much amounted from this call for action.
A death count has been impossible to be accurately assessed due to resistance and obstacles from the Sudan gov. However estimates have ranged from a hugely underestimated and criticized 70,000 to 400,000 people (estimated by the UN in Sept. 06) Later in 2008 the UN disclose that they may have underestimated the numbers by at least 50%.
Recently the violence has poured over into neighboring countries of Chad and Central African Republic.
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Anyways this articalish thing was just written to raise awareness...
Please please take some interest in the world. People are dying in Palestine/Israel..Iraq..Northern Ireland...Burundi, Somalia, Aceh, etc etc. No bombs blow up in our window and machine-guns dont scream day in and day out. Those kinda things happen in Iraq and Darfur. So far away so it "wont affect us" and "doesnt matter". Well I dont think its true. It DOES affect us, and it DOES matter. Those people dying over in Darfur are just as much our brothers and sisters as the people dying here in MN . Maybe u cant do anything, but these people deserve ur attention..atleast know whats going on.

Black History Month

The following i wrote into my old blog a day after the sexuality post (12/2/08)

Black History Month. Kinda a double standard how White History Month would be considered racist, but sadly, its understandable. However why is there no Mexican or Latino History Month, a Native American History Month, and why is there no Asian History Month?
People work very hard to accept blacks, and thats great. Dont get me wrong, but how hard do they work to accept other races and cultures? Defenantly not as hard. Why? Well I think people look back on slavery and the period after emancipation with the black codes and all, and they think to themselves; wow, whites were so raciest to blacks back then. But they dont think of the late 1800's when asians were strongly protested, much like blacks, and 1940's (WWII) when many Cali Japanese were sent to camps, and the Mexican Immigration Act, and the countless other times that other races have been treated in racist matters. Why? Because our history classes and our Nation don't emphasize these time periods like they do the time of slavery and Cival Right Movement. When you ask pretty much anyone what it means to be racist they will say; racism is discriminating against a group of people for their believes or race. And they're right..but sub-consciencely it sometimes seems that people define racism as discriminating against blacks for their colour. (This is all just my opinion though.)
But i guess, we, America work so hard to accept blacks and prove we are not racist (which i think America as a country..kinds is. KINDA.) but we work so hard 2 prove we aren't that we forget that that does not just entail setting up groups like "Brown Pride" and "Asian Club" and "Step Dancing Club" in schools..it more than just groups for these "minorities", its about accepting them, and not even noticing race..racism is more than just skin deep.
I think it would be so great if Obama became prez. Partially I agree with his political standpoint..but also? i think it would look so good for America. Alot of countries really watch us and having a prez of colour would really paint the image and tell the world that we really have changed.. and that we really are living the american dream. But I guess, i feel like it PARTLY would be a false image. But anyways I guess having a prez of colour is just saying something about Ameican citizens..we're more accepting now.

But I guess, alot of what I write about is rather controversial subjects so sorry sorry srry if I offend anyone..I jus want my voice herd, like most everyone else.

And idt this blog entry is quite as good as my last one on homosexuality..but atleast this one has some good thoughts (?)

Society vs. Sexuality

Here's something i posted to an old blog 11 feb. 2008;

I'm writing a analysis paper on the writings of Allen Ginsberg, a man of much dispute. Drug loving, world traveling, Buddhist/Jewish, provocative, and gay, to list a few amongst many  "faults" the media, and many Americans in general found in him. His writing pieces were usually graphic, obscene, involving homosexuality, or at any rate, against what American Culture stood for at the time period (1900's).
Though I loath writing papers on people, or analyzing literature, Allen Ginsberg has proven himself to be very intriguing...Indeed a man who has caused me to think quite hard tonight...the subject i would like to discus is homosexuality.

So I'd like to start by saying statistic say that around 10% of people, or a lil shy of, are gay or lesbian. (Oh might i mention that I once herd someone say (cant remember who) that they thought everyone is a little bisexual...whether that means you judge the looks of the same sex , fantasize about them or mess with them. I think i maybe MAYBE agree with that. I have to think on that a bit more..i've been thinking on that thought for maybe 2 years though)
Anyways back on subject..I was thinking to myself..if 90% of people are straight (provided we believe statistics) what percent of those 90% are actually truly and positively straight? What percentage is just following media and today culture? (Guys, i would feel pretty shitty if i really was like lesbian and I was jus following society, because then I'd feel like i was a STUPID FUCKING SHEEP..u know..like the ones that dont think and let other people determine who they are.) So are a lot of us really homosexual and we've just coned ourselves into believe we're heterosexual? Or can u be, and truely be, whatever u set ur mind to? Does believing u are something, make it true? Can I truly believe with my whole heart that I am shaman (a religion), and then be shaman? Shit guys, I wanna be ME, not some stupid product of culture and media...am I me? Or am I being fooled? Are we all? Or is love just a fantasy that we decided we belive in? (No i dont think so) Does it matter if they have a dick or a pussy?? You can suck on both...(although, id rather choose the dick. It just seems easier...) I mean, i dont think sex would be a big deal, but society built it up and set it on a forbidden shrine. Young kids then go flocking to it...and get shamed for curosity, lust and love..and guys I think society is a mess. Though this is not 2 say i would have sex with just anyone..because I, like so many others (provided my theory is correct), am a blind stupid fucking sheep when it comes to the sex subject and I belive it to be an important decision and a big deal. Though i know people who throw sex around and dont think its a big deal..and they're ok..i mean in my opinion they arent corrupt..theyre jus people like u and me..if u belive it to be truly true..is it true??
So back to the sexuality..what if REALLY its 50 homo and 50 hetero..its like..your either a girl or a boy, whatever, and your gay or your not gay, whatever..what if its like that? I think i'd like a society like that..I really would. And idk what the big deal is about homosexual people, theyre human too. Marriage and sex and dating and all that..its about how u FEEL..not..idk your sex. (Call me liberal.) So. If a time machine was invented i would go back to cavemen age and see if I can find men humping men and girls eating girls out.. see what gender meant to them..see how it was b4 societies views kicked in and gods unending gaze reached us all..and maybe then I can find the truth about sexual orientation and sex.
Until then I'm off 2 bed..
And please, anyone with opinions who reads this...agreeing or disagreeing..i wanna hear them so message/comment me..but no bullshit stuff okay? Thoughtful stuff? Thanks.

One last quick thought? Honestly guys..i think societies messed up..
Next i think i might write about the American Standards of Living vs. Other Countries. Like for instance..how many mascara tubes does and average girl own? I think Ill start to poll.

Tuesday, November 11

Shards of Perfection

Slash across a satin sky,
unending spanish of blood.
Sing of back of brown of grey,
cascade upon my universe.

Of all the things I cannot buy,
and all the things I cannot steal,
the one I find that I must have,
he only loose by yield.

Look out across a cryptic sea,
a haze of this or that/such contradictory thoughts.
Where i can learn to swim or float,
where I have learnt to drown.

Envy green no common sense,
loose my mind and steal such bliss,
To think of all my past misdeeds,
Oh this one speaks with magnitude.

To see her swallowed in the dark,
this worry holds with vice like grip,
why day knows night yet night knows none.
I thrust her into cherry lanes.

Oh crooked evil vile world,
try mingle with my blood today,
sleep in fields of endless vidrio,
Now who dare say I care?

Heaven

If heaven has no woes nor pain,
then it must be a realm worth shame,
for it cannot know devil's croon,
and thus cannot know know beauties tune.

So bittersweet be beauties shade,
for beauty comes from vibrant greyed,
and beauty is the listless lost,
and beauty is the lightened soul.

If heaven is a perfect place,
with everything on bended knee,
then why would people strive,
for what they can just have?
and why should people hope and dream,
when they have everything?
and why would people love and hold,
what they will never loose?

Without the joy and all the rain, 
without the loss and all the gain,
then life seems tame, not quite the same,
and heaven must be blinded pain,
and heaven must be blinded pain.

My first Post!

Hmm, well I have had a Livejournal for several years, but I think ima switch now to Blogger..it seems like a good idea for some reason :)
Anyways im not sure what ima use this new blog for, I never did much with my old one but occasionally jot down a few thoughts. I think thats what this one will be too- just thoughts, memories, etc.
The reason i chose the blog name thingy as Purely Ame is because im going to be completely 100% honest here. I;m not going to censor it and i shant worry about whose reading it.
Anyways, do enjoy, and i love comments! I like to know people are reading :) and i love feedback on what u thought/reactions etc.
 I write to touch your soul, not to find mine.